Cut in half

bothered and handcuffed
a prayer for sweet release
cause I know this pain
is just the beginning
lie awake
counting sheep like falling rain drops over me
over myself when my heart stops beating
as I
break down
this is crashing
down around me
I expose myself and now I
break down
I keep asking
would you leave me down and out
i'm all alone again (again)
in solitude
completely and totally
fixated on you
lost inside
everything is incomplete
the cost is high
all the pain you gave to me
dissolved? alone
driven by my ?
so simplistically sadistic how you push me to the limit
losing myself
break down
this is crashing
down around me
I expose myself and now I
break down
I keep asking
would you leave me down and out
i'm all alone again
i'm all alone
i'm dead inside
there is no happy endings for me
there is no place die
force me back to the beginning painful
pushing me back to the start again
break down
this is crashing
down around me
I expose myself and now I
break down
I keep asking
would you leave me down and out
i'm all alone again