Incomplete

one day ill find relief
i’ll be arriv-ed and
i'll be a friend to my friends
who know how to be friends

one day ill be at peace
i’ll be enlightened and
i'll be married with children
and maybe adopt

one day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds
forge the end of tragic comedy

i have been running so sweaty my whole life
urgent for a finish line
and I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete

one day, my mind will retreat,
and ill know god and ill be constantly one
with her night dusk and day

one day ill be secure,
like the women I see
on their 30th anniversaries

i have been running so sweaty my whole life
urgent for a finish line
and I have been missing the rapture this whole time
of being forever incomplete

ever unfolding
ever expanding
ever adventurous and torturous
but never done

one day, I will speak freely
i’ll be less afraid
and measured outside of my poems
and lyrics and art

one day I will be faith-filled
ill be trusting and spacious authentic
and grounded and whole

i have been running so sweaty my whole life
urgent for a finish line
and I have been missing the rapture this whole time
of being forever incomplete