Weightless

Manage me, I'm a mess
turn a page, I'm a book half unread
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough
but I'm stuck in this fucking rut
waiting on a second hand pick me up
and I'm over, getting older
if i could just find the time
then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old!

and maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
and this is my reaction to everything I fear
'cus i've been going crazy I dont wanna waste another minute here

make believe that I impress, that every word by design turns a head
I wanna feel reckless, wanna live it up just because
I wanna feel weghtless 'cus that would be enough
if i could just find the time
then i would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old!

and maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year!
and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
and this is my reaction, to everything I fear
'cus i've been going crazy I dont wanna waste another minute here

this could be all I've waited for
and this could be everything I dont wanna dream anymore

and maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
and I've been going crazy im stuck in here
and maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
and this is my reaction to everything I fear
'cus I've been going crazy I dont wanna waste another minute here