It kills me

Now after all that we've been through
I would have stayed
But looking back I still see
what a mess we made

I should have let you go by now but
I'm still in phase one of breakups and I,
I still say your name out loud to
have you there
to feel you near

If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back,
We tried every every way
And it kills me,
And it kills me

I know that I'll been missing your voice
everyday
How you whispered what you didn't
dare to say
Though I know it's for the best and
I still have all that is left of me
And I know I'll find the rest some other way
The rest of me

If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back,
We tried every every way
And it kills me,
And it kills me

If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stopped patch it up
I can't take anymore of the pain

And it kills me
It kills me, It kills me

In every possible way
In every possible way
In all the possible ways
In every single ways

If I could hold you without hurting
If you could love me without leaving
But we can't get it back,
We tried every every way
And it kills me,
And it kills me

If I could touch you without bleeding
And if my heart survived the beating
But it stopped patch it up
I can't take anymore of the pain

And it kills me
It kills me, It kills me
And it kills me
It kills me, It kills me