Time Bomb

I am in a living hell makes me wonder if I'm alive
cant seem to bring myself to figure out why
I shove and i pull away to the things
that I call you every day
I cant seem to break you down
but I know I'll come around...
I feel your pins through my eyes piercing me
lie down in all this piss
you drink it from me every day
I live in a world of shit been left here to die
sometimes iI realize my mind is meant to go away
never have I seen your god
so why should I belive in faith
I feel your pins through my eyes
piercing me all the time
another time bomb
I never find the time to to find another fuckin place
I'm a bad motherfucker who lives it everyday
you never look at me now
you never look me in the face
im a time bomb baby