Going Through The Motions

Every single night
the same arramangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still,I always feel the strange estrangement
Nothing here is realy
Nothing here is right
I've been making shouws
Of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I've been going trought the motions
Walking trought the part
nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous
Now I fing I'm wavering
Crawl out of your grave
You find this fight just doesen't mean a thing
She ain't got that swing
Thanks for noticing
She does pretty well with ''friends'' from hell
But lately we can tell
That she's just going trough the motions
Faking it somehow
She's not even half the girl she-ow
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk trough my life's endeavor
How can I repay
Whatever
I don't want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can't even see
If this a really me
And I want just to be
Alive!