Where Is The Happiness

Good morning innocence
Why did you leave last night
Self-doubts and disarray
Are always by my side

Welcome back loneliness
Missed me a lot I guess
One question that I got is:
WHERE IS THE HAPPINESS?

A deadheartet frame of mind
It barely tries to hide
Hatred and arrogance
Never just fit me right

But they´re all friends of mine
Some are more some are less
One thing is never there
WHERE IS THE HAPPINESS?

They drift away
To my dismay
They come and go just like they want
But which one´s gonna stay by me
I guarantee one thing is never there
Where is the happiness today?

My brandnew loyalty
Meets my self-interest
The struggle a whole day
Cannot decide who´s best

Welcome back loneliness
Who has given you access
One question that I got is:
WHERE IS THE HAPPINESS?

Along my way I found some aid
But what they said came way too late
Still I don´t know what I just need
I hate this insecurity
Tell me what´s it gonna be

Good evening honesty
Haven´t seen you for days
My self-deception has
Shown me so many ways

To keep away the pain
And all the awfulness
Think that is how I pushed
That thing called happiness away