Using My Heart

I should have left you long time ago
Why am I staying I don’t know
When my world’s about to fall apart
I hear “use your head baby”
But my head is telling me to use my heart

There are times we just co-exist in our healing silence
Conversation fails, but there’s no need for words
When I think of all the hurt you’ve brought
I loose all common sense
But despite of all the wrong you’re still my world

That’s why I’m still here
Still laughing by your side
Still dreaming, still breathing
Fighting the bitterness
That’s why I’m still here
Still waking up next to you
Guarding my feelings
Using my heart

I should have left you long time ago
Why am I staying I don’t know
I’ve put up with the spider ‘bove my bed
Though they make me scared to death
I will put up with all from you just like that

I guess I gotta get through the rain longing for a rainbow
Wanna wake up next to you thirteen thousand times
I’ve loved you all the way to the Moon and back
Ever since my mind remembers
And my mind is telling me to use my heart

That’s why I’m still here
Still laughing by your side
Still dreaming, still breathing
Fighting the bitterness
That’s why I’m still here
Still waking up next to you
Guarding my feelings
Using my heart

Thirteen thousand times I wanna wake up next to you
Thirteen thousand times I wanna fall asleep with you
Thirteen thousand mornings when the Moon becomes the Sun
I wanna be your dream that many times

I still remember what it feels like
When you have nothing at all, you see
But today I know what it feels like to have it all
Because you are that everything to me

Thirteen thousand times I wanna wake up next to you
Thirteen thousand times I wanna fall asleep with you
Thirteen thousand mornings when the Moon becomes the Sun
I wanna be your dream that many times