I Needed This

I am here but am I still alive?
But you broke me down, but somehow I survived
I never thought that I could leave it
I can't believe it, it's gone

You'll never hear me say I wanted it this way
It hurts me every time I breathe
No matter what I'm told I'm left out feeling cold
But I know I needed this all along

Safe and well to everything advise
Take this heart, it was never even mine
I never thought that I could leave it
I can't believe it, it's gone

You'll never hear me say I wanted it this way
It hurts me every time I breathe
No matter what I'm told I'm left out feeling cold
But I know I needed this all along

Blood stains and scars are much worse than ours
But your breaking, healing is taking me this far, this far

I never thought that I could leave it
I can't believe it, it's gone
I thought that maybe I stopped breathing
But instead I'm moving on

You'll never hear me say I wanted it this way
It hurts me every time I breathe
No matter what I've told I'm left out feeling cold
But I know I needed this all along
I needed this all along, I needed this all along