Kisses And Kerosene

I wish
I could have you
Here

In my clutches

To remove the excuses from your mind
To part that haze and slice your soul to pieces

To sing a lullaby as I tied you to the slab
To shave your head with a dulling razor

As you watch
In the splattered mirror above you

To break your ribs individually
With a rock hammer

To shatter your shin bones
With a shovel

To burn your fingers & toes
To a necrotic black
With liquid nitrogen

To crack your teeth
With a splintered club

To pierce your limbs
With a nail gun

To silence your cries
To laugh in your eyes

To sharpen my favorite slicing device
And take your arms ah the elbows

To keep u alive
For a few moments longer

To smell your fear
To cover your body
With kisses & kerosene

To watch u burn
As my human sacrifice
To hear you
Scream in agony

The popping
Of your flesh
Crackling
As it cooks

To feel your child smile
The one u betrayed
The one you took

For nothing
For selfishness

...in a
Pefect world
I would get
My wish.