Murder In My Heart

I used to love a boy
I still see him in these rooms
His head was like the summer
And his voice was like the moon
Sometimes he makes me heavy
A deeper shade of blue
And there´s murder in my heart

I used to love a boy
But now he´s two years dead
I hear myself repeating
What my father alwas said
Don´t let it make you bitter
And watch while you´re blue
I got murder in my heart
But I´d rather die instead

Somebody wanna take another lover?
Does anybody need another friend?
Right now anybody who isn´t me

A kinda like ocean
With it´s arms stretched open wide
But I know what it means
To be dragged out with the tide
And to fight from going under
And to keep myself alive
And there´s murder in my heart
And there´s water in my eyes

Went out late last night
Just to get a little air
And I walked beneath the stretlight
And I swa nobody there
A saddening surprise
That there´s murder in my heart
And I made me that way
There´s murder in my heart
And I can´t make it go away