The day i let go

What a waste of a life this is, every altercation I permit is like a quiet sigh
From a man resigned to a place that was never his
And the hours are long, even in a world where I belong
Every second stays, ever minute counts against my sentence

I fall... I had to let you go...

What I tried to accomplish died –
every offer of faith I had to fight and a dream unfolds
The moon is cold because the sun left early
And the days go by, even when my conscience just won't try
Every week decays, every mouth is rotten -
I AM FORGOTTEN

I fall... I had to let you go
I fall... my mind is all I know
I fall... the table turns to dust
I fall... today, I let go of my trust

What a waste of time I am, every ounce of life is just dead flesh
I can't forget, but then again you can't let me remember
When I try to speak, every word I say comes out so bleak
I don't want this, I don't want you
But I DON'T WANT ANYONE
I don't want anyone...

I fall... I had to let you go
I fall... my mind is all I know
I fall... the table turns to dust
I fall... today, I let go of my trust
I let go of my trust...