What Am I To Say

What am I to say?
I'm all wrapped up in apathy
And I don't want to stay this way

There's nothing left to do
Now that I am on to you
All I want to know is the truth

And I don't want to go
But I feel like I should
Cause I'm fallin' apart
And I might

How could you be
The better part of me?
When we're only half of
what we used to be
Today

Could you see?
This isn't what we need
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell
So goodbye farewell

What am I to say?
I still remember every day
The memories don't fade away
And it all falls apart in the shadows of the past
It can seem to be so hard
But it's time the feelings passed

How could you be the better part of me
When we're only half of what we used to be today

Could you see this isn't what we need
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell
So goodbye farewell

And pull your triggers now, what you waiting for?
I stand accused myself
Sometimes I'm wrong
God help me
And here beneath my lie
What am I praying for?
I don't believe in hell, but I just might be there tonight

How could you be the better part of me
When we're only half of what we used to be today

Could you see this isn't what we need
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell
So goodbye farewell
Goodbye, farewell