State Of Disobedience

Meet your shadow-self
Your dynamic demon side
Pleased to meet you
Are you the rebel or the fool?

Inspiration or regression?
These dark waters are treacherous!
'Cause you never run, never will
Never dream
Fast enough
To beat the runner

Jester's chronic laughter
Static discharge failure
Violence
Failsafe system running erratic
Cleanse me, I am filthy
Heartbeats sing a song of change and
With sleep come the spoils
The nearing dawn yawns
With glistering teeth
My body shakes like the rattlesnakes tail

Hear the bones
They rattle and shatter the silence
with the words of comfort
Hear the spurs
The breathing of the nameless horse
Spewing breath like fire
A momentary stirring of this poisoned air

Like machines
We march in line
And fight our shadow

In the dark
We are scattered and bewildered
Lights flicker in the eyes of the beast
We're all teeth, all primal, all hungry
We've never been so awake

The moon is turning red you see
We're impatient
I'd kill for you

Uncontrolled visions
Of seconds ticking away
It's not today
Like a lover you wait
I'm so tired, so damn tired
Dark is the moon
Clouding judgment

Hear the bones
They rattle and shatter the silence
with the words of comfort
Hear the spurs
The breathing of the nameless horse
Spewing breath like fire


Take the best of what's to come
And cast it away
To never look back
Cloven hoofs echo in the dark
I'm bound to this dream

I'm so afraid
To break down and dissipate
I'm awake