Rumor mill

Here we go again
It's like you're calling the shots
before I shoot them
and I hate that

Everytime I turn my back
I wonder what you'll say
to make me sound
like someone different
It's not worth it anymore

We've been picking up the pieces
leaving all the dust behind
Sick of all the pressure
you're just wasting time

And I don't ever wanna know
what it feels like
to be shadow of myself
And I don'e ever wanna
come back down from this feeling

What makes you think
that you know what's better for me?
And I don't think you wanna see
what's underneath
You made up version of me

There you go again believing
that the truth is what you're reading
Talk some shit
I haven't heard before

If you got something to say
Don't wana talk about it
If you need someone to blame
Don't wanna cry about it
I measure life in minutes
but these critics think they've
got me figured out

We've been picking up the pieces
leaving all the dust behind
Sick of all the pressure
you're just wasting time

And I don't ever wanna know
what it feels like
to be shadow of myself
And I don't ever wanna
come back down from this feeling

What makes you think
that you know what's better for me?
And I don't think you wanna see
what's underneath
You made up version of me

I lost the strength to keep my
grip on the reality that
everything from day to day
is fading from my memory
But I'll never let this grow
out of my control and watch
your steps so you don't fall
into this hole you've dug alone
This hole you've dug alone

And I don't ever wanna know
what it feels like
to be shadow of myself
And I don't ever wanna
come back down from this feeling

What makes you think
that you know what's better for me?
And I don't think you wanna see
what's underneath
You made up version of me
You made up version of me