Alone

I'm sitting here staring out this window
And I'm wondering where you are
I write these words down on paper
Cuz I'll have a broken heart

I'm all alone in this world by myself
Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell
Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain
But nothing ever changes everything stays the same
I'm all alone

I've shed so many tears for my lost homies dead and gone
I'm surrounded but I feel like I'm all alone
In this cold world who can I trust?
All these bitches around me man they don't give a fuck
It's artificial they in love with this rap life
Ya I be taking pills just so I can sleep at night
I wanna cry, crawl up in the closet and die
Got me thinking about suicide, taking my own life
All this pain that I'm going through I can't take it
I can't face it man I can't erase it
God save me I'm down on my knees
Don't forsake me lord I'm begging you please
Such a strain this rap game brings a lot of pain
Take me home this marijuana got me seeing thangs
Ima sex addict full blown full blown
I'm surrounded but I feel all alone

I'm all alone in this world by myself
Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell
Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain
But nothing ever changes everyday is still the same
I'm all alone
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I'm sitting here staring out this window
And I'm wondering where you are
I write these words down on paper
Cuz I'll have a broken heart

Picture me in the closet sitting there with the candle lit
Dreaming of the childhood and all the things I can't forget
Daddy used to drink a lot, mama had to raise me
Always spoke the truth, you can love me or hate me
I tell it how it is ima make them feel it
I tell it how it is ima make them feel it, the realest
Gimmie what I want or ima steal it
Life of gang banging, slanging, murdering, and killing
Brother on the floor, every man for himself
Ten twenty life, all these overcrowded jails
I live in hell
I spark the weed and I kiss the sky
I ain't happy you can see it in my eyes
I'm all alone

I'm sitting here staring out this window
And I'm wondering where you are
I write these words down on paper
Cuz I'll have a broken heart

I'm all alone in this world by myself
Seems like I'm cursed everyday I live in hell
Smoking on this fine weed trying to ease the pain
But nothing ever changes everyday is still the same
I'm all alone