Letter to god

I can scratch the surface and find out where you hide
i can find a reason for all those holes inside
covered in oppression - for all your wasted time
to wallow in depression - just what you've left behind..
be...hind

i'm deaf
i've circled far, God
That i cant hear you no more
i'm deaf
i've circled far, God
i cant take no more
ill die
ill die

even though i hate you - i still love you anyway
i can not forsake you and i cant run away
now i try to stand up - only to fall down
fall down (oh god)
and now i try to shake you, but i just cant get you out
you out...

i'm deaf
i've circled far, God
That i cant hear you no more
i'm deaf
i've circled far, God
i cant take no more
i'll die (i'll die)
i'm dieing
someone fix me
yeah
fix me(come on)
fix me
shut up and take the pain that im giving you,
with you i feel i cant go on,
i need you to breathe and im dying,
so please wont you save me before im...
gone
shut up and take the pain that im giving you,
with you i feel i cant go on,
i cant escape this hell i create,
why can't you look at my face....
i feel so ashamed,
im falling, far a.....way
shut up and take the pain that im giving you,
ripping you up to show you, i'm right
shut up and take the pain that im giving you,
ripping you up to show you, i'm right
shut up and take the pain that im giving you,
ripping you up to show you, i'm right
shut up and take the pain that im giving you,
ripping you up
i'm deaf
i've circled far, God
That i cant hear you no more
i'm deaf
i've circled far, God
i got no...
i got, no pride
I can't take no more - no pride
I can't take no more - no pride
I can't take - no more pride
I got no - I got no
no pride - no pride