SLEEPER

I could never find a way to rest on your shoulders,
Misunderstood please help but I meant so well.
I keep pushing through, these bitter memories,
I try to escape the nightmares, but they are becoming of me
I am the sleeping dream inside the dream,
My old me breaks my heart.
I hope I never wake up.
I need an answer, please help me.
This endeavor has swallowed me whole.
North winds twisting inside me,
I can feel this emptiness, slowly I am fading out.
I can feel this emptiness slowly I am fading out,
And this is becoming of me.
My hands hold on tight, I'm not letting go,
Words are never good enough.
Everything I breathe Is broken letters and bad timing.
And they are becoming of me.
I am the sleeping dream inside the dream,
I hope I never wake up.