So Hard 2 Take

I tried so hard to get you out of my mind
I tried so hard until it was all over and done
my feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach
at first it was love kid than turn it in constant arguments
i tried my hardest to stop it, this bitch that started it
taking advantage of my fragile heart its all ripped apart
this thing that burn atraction i should have known from the start
over powered by hazel eyes my mind pasts for minutes
picturing love there wasn't nothing that could block the image
my thoughts depended on the actions the ways or love
? by the concept lust have create enough
embrace their trust may no fuss but dream had to be
day by day i noticed the pain increased ?
in the dying sense i tried to forget it and let it past
but by doing this i forced a relationship that would never last
every path was baricaded all trust was gone
playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong.

i questioned my love for you
you're leaving me
i know i can't handle this pain
crying for you ?
why won't you say you're sorry
turn around and come back home
i'm just so tired of being alone.

i hate her how many times haven't i said it
i hate the fact that she hates me and i shall never forget it
never have i ever fucked with her feelings let her regret it
all of these years lost in the tears that my letters presented
i still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists with the glass
I seperated from the glass picture reflict
to get over this one, wondering what i've done to take this
holding my pillow every night wishing that she'll replace it.
but fuck it its all over and done feelings are gone
and i'm starting to get tired of love kiling my songs
so that my arms ???????
i love you should i even say or remember the words
never destroyed anything having to do with our past you ruined the last
you were hiding the truth in the ?
you stupid ass
??????
we had our times until today
I hope you're happy alone

i questioned my love for you
you're leaving me
i know i can't handle this pain
crying for you ?
why won't you say you're sorry
turn around and come back home
i'm just so tired of being alone