The Ponytail Parades

three sleepless nights
this isn't how its supposed to be
but you are so good at taking your time
to get back to me
i will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone line
and living at two opposite ends
its scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me
but you're head is elsewhere and im talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
your careless and whispered insulting and bruising
and i thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are still walking away
(i fall from you eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be...)
i never thought that you could say these words
is this really happening?
(don't say that we can still be friends)
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days (what is inside of me what have i done)
and tow them away (is this the only way that you will notice me)
as i sit here waiting for you (dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
i stay upnights (if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky (why cant you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away ( sides, your side, can take away)
walk away from me this night is done