I dont know how to love him

I don´t know how to love him
What to do
How to move him
I´ve been changed
Yes, really changed
In these past few days
When I´ve seen myself
I seem like someone else

I don´t know how to take this
I don´t see
Why he moves me
He´s a man
He´s just a man
And I´ve had so many
Men before
In very many ways
he´s just one more

Should I bring him down?
Should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I´d come to this
What´s it all about?

Don´t of think it´s rather funny
I should be
In this position
I´m the one
Who´s always been
So calm so cool
No lover´s fool
Running every show
He scares me so

I never thought I´d come to this
What´s it all about?

Yet, if he said he loved me
I´d be lost
I´d be frightened
I couldn´t cope
Just couldn´t cope
I´d turn my head
I´d back away
I´would´t want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so