Will I Survive

I have this feeling inside me that i've always tried to hide
this feeling has never ended, didn't ever subside
i realized that keeping it would only cause me pain
so i tried to forget about it but the feeling only remained

tell me will i ever survive
stop my tears and keep it inside
holding back myself from being close to you

here i am all alone so lost and full of confusion
not knowing how to help myself arrive at a decision
i can't get you out of my mind

i don't know what to do
it's this feeling that's ever growing
it's this feeling i feel for you....

tell me will i ever survive
stop my tears and keep it inside
holding back myself from being close to you....

Will i ever wake up from this dream
I'm going through