I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead

I should have kissed you
One last time
I would have held you
So much longer
If I had known it would be the last time
If I could forget you
Make all these memories fade to grey
I would rather not remember what I foolishly traded

I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I´m a fool yeah i´m a fool
Think I meant I love you
I said that I don't care
Wish I could be lonely instead

I should have loved you
More than I did
Living without you
With your ghost and voice haunting my head

I couldn't see you
And now I see you everyday
but not with me
It seems real nice
She makes you smile
Like you used to smile at me

I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
I´m a fool yeah I´m a fool
Think I meant I love you
I said that I don't care
Wish I was just lonely instead

You were right
Im lying here
Wishing you were with me
Hoping that you might be
Missing me
Cause I cant seem to fight it honey
Wish I could erase every part of you in me

I think I might be missing you
Like you said I would
I think I might have run away
Im a fool yeah im a fool
Think I meant I love you
I said that I don't care
Wish I could be lonely instead
I wish I was just lonely instead