The freak in me

I never thought I would feel this way
Something's happened and I've changed
Could it be that I only found you to lose myself ?
But you'll never know, you will never know
Cause you can't see my eyes following you from a distance
Hungry for each move you make
I'm watching when you dream at night, can you feel my pain ?
But you'll never know, you will never know

Cause you won't see the fight inside, the cuts and bruises
See the side I hide that's so damn ruthless
See the fight inside, so sick and useless
I won't free the freak in me
I gotta die on my own

I barely can control the way I'm feeling
You're alone, asleep, I'm here
I'm so close I can almost taste you, I feel you breathe
Got to stay away, got to stay away

So you won't see the fight inside, the cuts and bruises
See the side I hide that's so damn ruthless
See the fight inside, so sick and useless
I won't free the freak in me
I gotta die on my own

I just cannot stand it any longer
Can't control the urge so strong
The other side is finally taking over now
I can't help myself, I can't help myself

It's time you see the fight inside, the cuts and bruises
See the side I hide that's so damn ruthless
See the fight inside, so sick and useless
I won't free the freak in me
I gotta die on my own
See me, feel me, free me, bleed me
Now I'll free the freak !