Pride

You have this way of making me say the opposite of everything I mean,
I kiss you,
I hug you,
But I could not feel less connected from you.

I know I wanted all this in the beginning,
I really tried,
I know I caught you at a not so happy time of your life,
My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride.

I don't quite fit the part of she who loses everything and falls into insanity,
The sun beams mean nothing if you can't find the light shining in one thing.

I know I wanted all this in the beginning,
I really tried,
I know I caught you at a not so happy time of your life,
My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride.

It's fine if you're hateful,
As long as all in all you remain grateful,
It made me nervous to know you didn't like me,
I really tried.

The way I'm feeling in this moment,
It can't last my whole life,
My dreams are bigger than your junkie pride.