This Time

I've been practising all day
Now the words I meant to say are gone
I promised that I wouldn't cry
Told myself I had to try and hold on

The truth... I lied
I hate myself inside
And why I played the game and paid the price

I never look back
I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own
And never doubt never shout
Or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until
This time (x3)
This time I will

I've been wide awake all night
There's no sight of sleep inside my mind
The headlight shadows scare my wall
I convinced myself you called in times

The truth... I lied the girl in me has died
And why i played the game and paid the price

I never look back
I never cry
Never try to wonder why
I'll be on my own
And never doubt never shout
Or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until
This time (x3)
This time I will

This time I will be yours completely
This time I'll make sure you don't hate me
This time I know
This time I can
This time I will

I never look back
I never cry
Never try to wonder why
And I'll be on my own
And never doubt never shout
Or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until
This time (x3)
This time I will

I never look back
I never cry
Never try to wonder why
And I'll be on my own
And never doubt never shout
Or wonder how
I'll never be lonely until
This time (x3)
This time I will (more)