Deathbox

I'm not in a state of despair
Nothing seems to fit my mind
And although I can't be there
I still know that there's a place for someone
Just like me
Now will I ever wake up
Wake up to see the box I'm in
And will I ever stand up
I'm standing on the edge of inability
And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body
All these demons that I carry deep inside
The changing faces forces me to leave the traces
Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind
Oh I know that I have
Done this once or twice before
The names are still a blur
I'm arrogantly close to falling of the edge
I know I'm not insane
Though my head hurts on the inside
The images disturb me
I know I'm not insane, I'm not what they call me
They're no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
The blood just paint my world
They're no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox
And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body
All these demons that I carry deep inside
The changing faces force me to leave the traces
Of the stranger things that's growing in my mind
Now will I ever wake up
Wake up to see the box I'm in
And will I ever stand up
I'm standing on the edge of inability
Now is this a failure
My project kill is right awake
I'm all burned out from pressure
My thoughts have brought me to my knees
Awake in pain
They're no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
The blood just paints my world
They're no good - Still surrounding me
Forcing my actions upon me
They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox