Diaries from Rehab

It’s alright. It’s okay
End of the day, when there’s no one to play
When you’re high on your own.
With the mist that’s left around you
And there’s people who have found you
But you wanna be left alone,
And you’re shouting:
Why won’t you take me away?
Leave me in this purple haze.
I haven’t found the dragon yet, I’m really close. We haven’t met
I’m chasing dreams I will not get

End of the day another liquid escape
But your glass is never full.
So okay you’re feeling sober passing out on the sofa,
It seems you’re always looking for more.
So why can’t I score?
I need a little bit more
I can’t sleep at night you see
There’s something really wrong with me
I think it’s cos my life’s a chore

Time is stopping
These pills I’m popping
My body’s rocking
I need to get away
Pulse is racing
My body’s shaking
It’s a mistake
And I’m starting to decay

End of the day another herbal escape
And your eyes are red and raw.
So okay your feeling down
And there’s no one here around
To say you’re not allowed any more
And I said:
So pass me that pill
I’m gonna put it down my neck
I know this is something
That I’m gonna regret
I can’t live my life like this
I’m always drunk, I’m never missed.
Rehab don’t help no more
Ooooh
Aghhh
Agghhh (Laughs)

Time is stopping
These pills I’m popping
My body’s rocking
I need to get away
Pulse is racing
My body’s shaking
It’s a mistake
And I’m starting to decay
But no-one
Said it would be this way
They believed in me
But in the end:
I smoke it every day
I smoke my life away