WHEN YOU LOSE I LOSE AS WELL

I sometimes wonder about myself
Couldn't I just be making this all up as I go along ?
Though I feel alone at times, shouldn't I feel like I belong ?
I imagine myself to be who I want to be
Though I feel along at time shouldn't I feel like I belong ?
I can hear those trumpets they are playing for me and only me
They are there to remind me I'm alive

I sometimes wonder about myself
Couldn't I just be making this all up as I go along ?
I was born out of nowhere
As if I had been dropped from the sky
My mother the clouds that cushioned me
My sister the flowers I saw on my way down
My brothers cradled me as I laid there alone