If I Had A Heart

If I could have been true because i knew it would be
understood
If I would have an attitude to what’s the matter that would
be good
If I could have been radical and not fanatical to the bone

I’m no one’s own - alone

If I had a heart I would have a heartache
If I had a soul it was cold
If I had the guts i’d become your murderer

But no one’s own - alone

If I was a pioneer I would rely on here and now
If I could have been ecstatical and not dramatical somehow
Now I’m paying my dues and staying amused while singing the
blues to the bone

But no one’s own - alone

If I had a heart I would have a heartache
If I had a soul it was cold
If I had the guts i’d become your murderer

But no one’s own - alone