Soul gambler

Learn that there is always a winner
Even when we don't need any roles,
Even when there's nothing to win
In empty space without warmth.

Through this stiff light that passes beyond malice, beyond logic
Which unites the history of compassion to that of envy,
I watch yours to reflect the failure I have constructed
Most temptatious, defense of it, the empty alight before our thoughts are lens.

I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you.

Loving is, is just our fine deception that nick your lie to myself,
You nourished me with the obscenity
Of your faith in the shame of your repentance,
I don't know how, how to suffer nor feel more than you do.

Beside us: frustration, hope, action, purity, equilibrium,
Everything has value but not for me, just for this instant
I don't want to believe it anymore,
I, I don't want to believe it anymore.

I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you,
I am so ridiculous when, when I try to defend myself
You know I'm nothing if, if I breath through you...