Why

I am not here
I think I've never been here at all
Or ever will be
I feel like a place
Where no one goes anymore

Why can't you see
That everything's broken?
And why can't you see
That my life's turned gray?
I can't believe
In anything sacred
When I don't believe
That I am real

I need so much
To break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul

It seems so bizarre
But none of this matters
Thoughts disappear, hope has died
But now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here
here...

Why can't you see
My need for forgiveness?
The truth and the lies so confused as one
I can't believe
In anything sacred
When I don't believe
In anything

I need so much
tTo break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul

I am alone
Locked in my memories
There's nowhere left
For me to hide
But I am not real
I've made all I am
With lies
Why does it seem
That everything's different?
Why does it seem
That only you are real?
I don't believe
In anything sacred
So, why do I feel
So damned alone?

I need so much
To break the silence
Need so much
To break the silence
I need so much
To break the silence
Screaming in my head
And in my soul (9x)