Ashamed

What have I become,
I'm always on the run
Chasing demons will I fail again?
Watch me come undone,
I'm helpless on my own
I'm a time-bomb baby ready to explode
I want to be closer

But I'm ashamed again
I'm ashamed again

The fool have reached the door,
He can't take it anymore,
Asking for one more chance again,
Will you say no?
I'm begging on my knees,
Will you, will you please
swallow an ounce of your pride and finally let me in
under your spell there's me,
I want to tell you the truth

But I'm ashamed again
I'm ashamed again

A grand goddess and a volatile mind
Unjust for you
under your spell there's me,
I want to tell you the truth

But I'm ashamed again
I'm ashamed again