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my compassion is broken now
my will is eroded now
my desire is broken now
it makes me feel ugly
i'm on my knees and burning
my piss and moans are the fuel
that set my head on fire
so smell my soul that's burning
i'm broken
looking up to see the enemy
i have swallowed the poison you feed me
but i survive on it
and it leaves me
guilt fed
hatred fed
weakness fed
and it makes me feel ugly
i'm on my knees and burning
my piss and moans are the fuel
that set my head on fire
i'm dead inside

shit adds up [repeat 4x]
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if i let you, you would make me destroy myself
in order to survive you
i must first survive myself
and i can sink no further
and i cannot forgive you
i have no choice but to confront you
to engage you
to erase you
i've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain
i will use my mistakes against you
there's no other choice
shameless now
nameless now
nothing now
no one now
but my soul must be iron
cuz my fear is naked
i'm naked and fearless
and my fear is naked

dead inside [repeat 4x]
nameless now
shameless now
nothing now
no one now
shit adds up [repeat 4x]
you see my naked now
fearless now
naked now
fearless now
shit adds up [repeat 3x]
it leaves me
dead inside [repeat 4x]

hatred keeps me alive
loneliness keeps me alive
weakness keeps me alive
guilt keeps me alive
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