Catch Myself Catching Myself

This time I am falling further away
Nothing has changed
Nothing has changed like I said it would
Faster towards the ground
That's where they wait, where they wait for me and enter my veins
I feel them crawling through my skin
Collecting my nerves that they feed to their children
I swear it has to stop, 'cause there is nothing left to give
Nothing left to give

I'll be the victor!
I will destroy them!

I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again

Inhale 'cause after tonight, I won't be the same
Exhale and find my feet on the ground
(I'm not the same anymore)
(I'm not the same anymore)
As I sink down into the floor
And the walls are caving in
And I don't believe in them anymore
Now I try to balance my walk
I am coming down alone
And I have to get them out of my head

I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again
I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again

One breath at a time, I'll be just fine
'Cause I'll be right on the inside
I steady my hands, inside of my shell
And wait till their backs are turned
Oh, inside of my head
Where they thought they would win
But I got them right where I want them
Pushed to either side
I'm burning them alive
I hear them, begging and pleading