Ethics

You know I'm living this for you,
I'm sorry,
For failing
I try as hard as i can do,
I'd waste my
Whole life time
They said for years that I'd been lost,
Please tell me,
Where I was
To have the agony of loss,
I need you,
To speak up
(chorus)
Maybe I was cold,
Maybe I was somewhere in between
Maybe I was cold,
Maybe i was wrong
To cross the bridges of control,
I need you,
Just hold you
I know the drugs will take their toll,
I need them,
To hold on
To live reality of dreams,
I need you,
To be me
I run as far as I can see,
I wake up,
It's not me
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You know I'm living this for you,
I'm sorry,
For failing