Enigma

Duality of my brain - sick thought
Is burning me again
This feeling is not the only one
I´m still trying to understand
I don´t want to be the one
Who will be reborn tonight
Into helical space and time
I know all this pain is an illusion
but it seems so real that I must

Lie forever
And I´m so far
Away from you
Though I can look to your eyes
But you don´t know
Anything about this
Anything about reality
You can´t see that I´m dying here
And I´m trying touch you

Remembrance of my feeble life
Is returning me again
But this silver string
Is not so strong
To hold me in this space
I want to be the one
who will find the way
and recognise implicit truth
I know all this pain is an illusion
but it seems so real that I must

Lie forever
And I´m so far
Away from you
Though I can look to your eyes
But you don´t know
Anything about this
Anything about reality
You can´t see that I´m dying here
And I´m trying touch you

And you are so far
Even stars are closer
I can´t sleep away from this life
This dream is like a circle

From darkness into light
From substance into energy
Trough body to my mind
There is no more you and me