Nothing Like Today

Can you tell me which part of me,
Is the part that makes myself believe
It's fine to lie
Without a valid reason as to why
The sky seems so dark and empty when
Everyone around me is
Astounded by it's beauty

Perhaps, the problem's me

Take me back to when I had it all
Before I let my feelings fall
'Cause lately I've been hating who I am
I took for granted what I had
And watched it wash away
But tonight, I'll let it out
Tonight, will be nothing like today

Can you tell me which part will be
The part that makes me see
That all along
I was so wrong for overlooking
All the beauty of the things surrounding
All the things around me
I wish that I
Would have saved my self the time
'Cause I'm not getting any younger
And the Days are flying by

Take me back to when I had it all
Before I let my feelings fall
'Cause lately I've been hating who I am
I took for granted what I had
And watched it wash away
But tonight, I'll let it out
Tonight, will be nothing like..

Today was disaster and I have myself to blame
I admit there's no excuse or explanation for the person I became
But my flaws and my fears took me far from who I thought that I would be

I wanna go back to when I had it all
Before I let everything fall
From my hands

Take me back to when I had it all
Before I left my feelings fall
'Cause lately I've been hating who I am
I took for granted what I had
And watched it wash away
But tonight, I'll let it out
Tonight, will be nothing like today