October

I heard in October
He was back on the outside
Starting over
Last time I saw him
Was graduation
Our families together, but never again

Ah, ah, ah
If we were together again
Ah, ah, ah
I couldn't watch him pretend
Ah, ah, ah
The kid digging in the sand
Ah, ah, ah
Never grew into a man

The world on his shoulder
He left without warning
Then just got colder
Five years in Florida
Killed by the things he couldn't change

I don't know how it feels to fall into the fire loose everything
You could have asked for help before you chose one last breath over anyone