So Easily

If I should die tomorrow
Would you be there in agony or ecstasy
Would you leave it up to me
Remember all the dreams we shared together
Are we throwing it all away
Hoping for something better
We used to try
We tried so hard together to open up ourselves
And make a better life for each other

I'm not the man I thought I'd be
I am the one who was supposed to
Pick you up and let you down so easily
I'm sorry if you're disappointed in me
I failed at all the things I ever tried
I thought they'd come so easily

When the rain comes down and hits my face
I try and remember a day when they weren't
Tears of pain when will it all go away
When the thought of you and someone new
Comes across my mind the only thing I know to do
Is hope you remember
We used to try

We tried so hard together to open up ourselves
And make a better life for each other

I'm not the man I thought I'd be
I am the one who was supposed to
Pick you up and let you down so easily
I'm sorry if you're disappointed in me
I failed at all the things I ever tried
I thought they'd come so easily

Why did you leave me so alone
Lets give this another try
Cause I swear I want to get it right this time

I'm not the man I thought I'd be
I am the one who was supposed to
Pick you up and let you down so easily
I'm sorry if you're disappointed in me
I failed at all the things I ever tried
I thought they'd come so easily