Never Really Tried

I need some time to swerve this melody
So trivial underneath the floor
It takes a while to interrupt this sequency
But sometimes it will take a little more

A hundred years ago and younger than before
Bigger, braver, twice as high
A second overflow, a longer way to go
This golden boy was lost within his eyes

But I never really tried to keep all of this inside
I thought it was for you
Now I know this is not true
I will never understand
I will never understand
I will never understand
Myself

It takes some time to follow far enough
I'm getting closer from today
Takes a while exoverrated stuff
But sometimes something's much too far away

It's much too late and impossible to change
I'm flattered, hungry and abused
Sometimes angry, sometimes bad and sometimes strange
But sometimes I could feel a little bruised

But I never really tried to keep all of this inside
I thought it was for you
Now I know this is not true
I will never understand
I will never understand
I will never understand
Myself