Pushit

I saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
Better take care not to make me enter
Cause if I do we both may dissapear

I saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
managed to push myself away
and you as well my dear.

(the singing above is whispered but apparent in live versions)

You know that
I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
Pushing and shoving me
You still love me, You still love me
You cheated me, Pushit on me
You still love me, You still love me
You cheated me, Pushit on me

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.
You better take care not to make me enter.
'cause if I do we both may disappear.

But you're pushing me,
Shoving me.
Pushing me
Shoving me
Pushing me
shoving me
Pushing me
Shoving me
Pushit on me.

I'm pushing if your shoving me
I'm pushing if your shoving me
You're pushing and shoving

I'm slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down.

But I'd trade it all
For just a little
Piece of mind.

Pushit on me
Pushit on me
Pushit on me
Pushit on me
You're pushing and shoving, scramblin
Keep my feet flat on the ground.

Push me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.

Saw the gap again today
While you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well my dear

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.

Pushing and shoving
Pushing and shoving
Pushing me
There's no love in fear.

Yeah, staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.

Remember I'll always love you,
As I claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way.
It will end no other way.