I´m not sure

I´m feelin´
As if my life´s the last thing to do
Here, on this earth
I´m feelin´like livin´for someone else
Don´t ask me when
Don´t ask me why

I´m feelin´
As if I´ve crucified the day
The very day of our birth
I need to judge myself right now
Don´t be ashamed
Don´t be afraid
I´m just feelin´

These are the smashed corners
These are the animal floors
These are the thoughts
Shot down from heaven into your head
And now they´re climbin´it down

I´m feelin´
As if the first door is open
And the second one doesn´t exist
Somehow the god failed to kill
Don´t ask me when
Don´t ask why