It Isn't Me

I live each day - wondering if it's just a phase,
You say our love has really changed
Every step we take together seems to have no ground at all.
I lift you up, you trip and fall.

But if it's me who's really changed
Why does my heart just feel in pain?
These thoughts of you drive me insane.

It isn't me who fakes the cries
It isn't me who says the lies
It isn't me who will not share your feelings.

I don't know if I was wrong -
Should I be weak, should I be strong.
I wonder for so long
And when I try to ask you why
I see the guilt jump in your eyes.
Then I remember all these lies.