Afraid To Die Alone

People say they understand.
That you'll find love, the grain for you, in a sea of sand.
Then why do I crawl into bed,
And Hold my pillow, play pretend inside head.

As I waste tears on my floor,
and words from
in my throat.
I'm expecting so much more,
and I'm filled with secret hope.

Fairytales say you're not alone
but they don't know,
but they don't know,
but they don't know
They say in the end, you won't be on your own
but they don't know,
but they don't know,
but they don't know
And you never feel you've never won
When you're waiting for the person
that won't come.

Fantasy, is a sharp knife in a gun fight
You are blind by rage.
Wanting something, want a person,
want rain in your gauge.

If you wanna stay alive,
keep your heart intact inside.
Your feelings on its shelf,
you can only trust yourself

Fairytales say you're not alone
but they don't know,
but they don't know,
but they don't know
They say in the end, you won't be on your own
but they don't know,
but they don't know,
but they don't know
And you never feel you've never won
When you're waiting for the person
that won't come.

You hide behind your fence,
You live your life in silence.
Your fear eats you to the bone,
Your afraid to die alone.

Fairytales say you're not alone
but they don't know,
but they don't know,
but they don't know
They say in the end, you won't be on your own
but they don't know,
but they don't know,
but they don't know
And you never feel you've never won
When you're waiting for the person
that won't come.